K.Flay - Self Esteem lyrics

I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practiced all the things I would say
But she came over, I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert
Now I know I'm being used
That's okay man 'cause I like the abuse
I know she's playing with me
That's okay 'cause I've got no self-esteem

Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh, yeah, yeah
Oh, yeah, yeah
Oh, yeah, yeah

When she's saying
Oh, that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying
Oh, that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care
Right, yeah

We make plans to go out at night
I wait till two then I turn out the light
This rejection's got me so low
If she keeps it up I just might tell her so

Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh, yeah, yeah

When she's saying
Oh, that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying
Oh, that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can bend
Well I guess I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care
Right, yeah