K-Odd-ik, Daughter - Medecine lyrics

Pick it up, pick it all up and start again
You've got a second chance, you could go home
Escape it all, it's just irrelevant
It's just medicine it's just medicine

Fall flat on my face into the concrete
Naw I'm getting up nothing can stop me
Off I dust the dirt that got on me
All my confidence caved that's
What it cost me
Fuck you, I don't want your pity
I loved you but now you're all so shitty
Trust you? A bad call no kidding
And it sucks too cause we
Used to all go swimming in the lake of life
I let you snakes take a bite
I'd help you make it right but
You will never take advice
Can't put a tag on love but
Your ass paid the price
Cause you lost all mine I don't
Know how to say it nice
Used to trust everyone, now I realize this
It's a cold world my own
Father steals my shit
But I can't let it get me
Just brush it off and move on i'm done
Been dealing with this shit for too long
You could still be what you want to
What you said you were when I met you
You've got a warm heart
You've got a beautiful brain
But it's disintegrating from all the medicine
From all the medicine from all the medicine
Medicine

When I was ten
I watched my dad break into the window
Of my grandpa's room for a handful of Benzos
He came down stumbling
Couldn't even walk straight
I called my grandpa on the
Phone in the walkway
My dad heard the conversation
And started screaming
In my face and all I saw
In his eyes was a demon the cops showed up
He was close to an overdose
His eyes were so empty and his
Body looked cold and froze
He said he was sorry
I knew he didn't mean it
As soon as he was out for
The pills he was reachin'
Telling me he wasn't, he was lying flat out
I could see the pill dust on
The cracks of his mouth
I only called gramps cause I was truly afraid
Knew you were sick and didn't
Want you in a grave
But I got myself through like I always do
And plus I raised myself no thanks to you
You could still be what you want to
What you said you were when you met me
You could still be what you want to
What you said you were when I met you
When you met me, when I met you

And when the ambulance left with
You in the back
I saw that look in your eyes i
Know this ain't what you want
Please i just want my dad back fuck