Kai Straw - Do Or Die lyrics

In every way, I fold
And I'm ashamed of the sound
Of my day breaking down
If I stay in this hole
I'll be ate by the ground
The worms'll mate in my mouth

I've gotta change, I'm told
Or I'll be old and alone
Somewhere faking I'm proud
It's either stay or go
And stay is coupled with how
I've fed my hope to the hounds

So what am I to say? I can't rewind
I can't unmake everything I've tried
I'm at some place
In the middle of some night
At the edge of some hole
In a hell of my design

Thinkin' 'bout my suicide like who am I?
Like what have I done? Where's my mind?
I'm feeling like choose a side
It's either lose or try
It's either I move or lie
Baby, it's do or die baby, it's do or die

I think I'm living life all wrong - like a
Knife fight with an ice-cream cone
Like I'm not the might of the bison I'm more
Like a kite in a flight
Through a lightning storm
I imagined everything I wanted was a bandage
If I got it I could heal my damage
If I got it I could get a whole new vantage
Like I saw mold, said I know
Add gold to the sandwich, yeah
It's like my whole soul's flipping inside out
I'm thinking my ambition is a wind chime now
Like hidden in me, I've been bleeding
And treating my goals like a
Drug I deliver myself
Everything I needed owns me
And everything I wanted was a
Demon feeding on me
And now I'm sitting in a low
On a road that I chose and I know, I know

So what am I to say? I can't rewind
I can't unmake everything I've tried
I'm at some place
In the middle of some night
At the edge of some hole
In a hell of my design

This some kinda suicide I'm redoing life
I'ma become some kinda light
So I'm choosing sides if it's lose or try
Then I'm unified baby, it's do or die
Baby, it's do or die baby, it's do or die