Kamelot - Providence lyrics

Here - I stand before you all
This body's been beaten and battered
But, I will not fall time - It may change me
As i look back upon this cold life
I see nothing but misery push me: Pull me:
I will not turn away all this: Pain will:
Prove fruitful one day you'll see
As I stand I see legions before me
They drink and they dance in the night
Without thinking I unsheathe my sword
My body is ready to fight
I Walk into the fire
They say that I've sunk so low
But my goal lies much higher i will, Not lie
Down in the grave if they Want me
I am not afraid
Tempting Providence once again
I fall to my knees and my hands
Tempting providence
When will this madness end
You made me the man that I am now
That I am old and wise
The fire has dimmed to a wisp
But, I'm still alive oh-
The end is much closer
I never thought I'd see the day
When it would be over
Hold me, Tell me today is the day
All this, Pain will soon go away
Tempting Providence once again
I fall to my knees and my hands
When will this nightmare end
Tempting providence once again
This nightmare will soon reach it's' end