Kaonashi - You'll Understand When You're Older lyrics

No headline no, no headline
No, no headline for no, no headline
No headline no headline
No, no headline no, no headline for
No, no headline no headline

For the kid who survived

Pack your bags, we're going on a guilt trip
First stop: 12th grade
Always thought I could
Buy happiness, but I'm emotionally spent
And I can't afford to lose again

Another girl, another friend
Another reason to leave the party early when
I see you on the other side of the room
The worst four letters: L-O-V

Enough's enough i'm sick of having fun
I'm sick of everything I love
Going to someone else

And at the end of the night
I'll still walk you to your car
And take the long way home to avoid everyone
Text me when you get homesick
I've been thinking about that phone call
I've been driving past your exit
I know what we had wasn't perfect
But, if it isn't fixed, don't break it, no

Broken window, playing ball in the backyard
Broken window when I got in a fight with you
Broken window just to get in my own house
The landlord locked me out
The rent's past due

Order up! Burns on your hands from
Years of food service loser
What the fuck? I worked 40 hours last week
This can't be right under the table life

Flipping burgers, washing dishes
Pumping gas, delivering pizzas
Every weekend until the day I die
I watch the kids with degrees
Just step all over me
Now I'm arguing with some guys from
New Jersey over extra cheese
And I still think about that phone call
And I still pass your exit
And every day I think and I think about
And I think, ah!

So this is what I had to live for?
So this is what I had to live for?

Empty pockets, heartbreak, past mistakes
Friends I hate every night and every day
Until I just evaporate, i
Love someone and it's just not working, I
Can't follow my dreams, I'm always working, I
Need to go back to school, I'm almost thirty
I don't know why I'm alive
Swear I should have died that night

It's hard for me
It's hard for me to say that
I'm actually happy that I'm still here
I really try, but I'm really not okay and
There's no headline for the kid who survived
There's no headline for the kid who survived
There's no headline for the kid who survived