Katelyn Tarver - Starting To Scare Me lyrics

There's a girl on the internet
And she drives me insane
I should probably look into it
But, I'd rather complain
I throw gas on the fire
Cause, I don't wanna change
I just keep choosing the pain

There's a crack in my windshield
I probably won't ever fix
I been breaking my neck so
I can see around it and I know
I know better but I'm stubborn as shit
I'm just a sucker for it

I keep digging myself deeper
I'm not mad about it either

Maybe I should care maybe I should stop
But the more I wear it the more I like
How it feels on me have I lost my mind
I'm still me but barely
I'm starting to scare me

I live in a city where everybody's a critic
I guess that it's made me
A little too analytical
I'm picking apart the things I actually like
Cause, I wish they were mine

I'm self destructive I wish I wasn't
I'd rip out my heart to feel it
Cause feeling something's
Better than nothing even if it kills me

Maybe I should care maybe I should stop
But the more I wear it the more I like
How it feels on me
Like I'm tearing down walls I built carefully
I'm starting to scare me