Katie Costello - Fading Lately lyrics

I've been finding reasons
To tell myself that I'm not
Really here or there much
I've been making scrapbooks
Of all the places I would like
To go when I'm home
And I've got ways to disappear
And now I can't find my way out of here
Am I really here?
I don't know where I've been lately
All I see is myself fading
I don't know who I've been lately
All I see is this place fading
I've been playing dress up
Trying to find a sweater that makes sense
Given the climate i've been wearing glasses
To let myself see the blurry mess
That I've yet to relate with
And I've got ways to disappear
And now I can't find my way out of here
Am I really here?
I don't know where I've been lately
All I see is myself fading
I don't know who I've been lately
All I see is this place fading
I just need to watch some TV
To get a better sense of what I shouldn't be
I didn't use breadcrumbs and now
I'm stuck in this place
I left my compass at home and
Now I can't find my way
I just didn't, I just need
And now I can't find my way
I don't know where I've been lately
Everything has changed vaguely
I don't know who I've been lately
All I see is this place fading
I don't know where I've been lately
All I see is myself fading