Kevin Sharp - I'm Trying lyrics

She said I'm not pointing fingers
And he said yes you are
Cause you wouldn't bring it
Up if you weren't
If I told you I'd be walking
Out in the dark night thinking
Would you take as truth this alcoholics word

I can't change what's done is done
But I can tell you this
Not a day goes by that I don't
Curses my self and all my sins
And I need you to hold on to
While this part of me is dying
Though I haven't kicked the
Demons that haunt me
I'm trying, I'm trying

She sat down on the floor
And said I wish I was stronger
Right now I feel fragile as glass
I want to believe you
Believe what held you has freed you
And I hate these doubt that
Keep on coming back

My parents think I'm crazy for
Staying here this long
But there's nothing more I want for us
Than to prove to them they wrong
I don't want to be afraid
I don't want to think you lying
Thought I haven't found the faith
Yet that I need i'm trying, oh, I'm trying

He asked do you want me to leave
Cause if you do you know I will
But she said much to his disbelief
No, I love you still

He said I don't know why I've been the fool
But I can't tell you this
Not and days goes by that I don't
Curse myself and all my sins
Than he dropped down to his knees
By now they both were crying
Said I haven't been the man I want to be
But I'm trying, oh, I'm trying i'm trying
Oh Lord, I'm trying