K.Flay - It's Just a Lot lyrics

I never knew
The sky could burn a hole into my empty head
I never knew
A smile could turn us into enemies instead
Oh, the never-ending bliss of
Moments that you missed
Returning back like waves for
Second tries at luck
The luck you didn’t have back then
But now that it don’t matter much
It’s easy love and strangers acting
Like your oldest friends

It’s just a lot, it’s just a lot
It’s just a lot
I wanna hold onto the innocence I got
It’s just a lot, it’s just a lot
It’s just a lot
I wanna care for all the little things I got

I should have seen the signs
Clovers starting dying in the field
I shouldn’t be
Surprised when all the sudden all
Of it is real oh, I tried to write a
Book but I misunderstood what
I had seen and so the story made no sense
And stories all depend on
Whose perspective you prefer
Is it an I or is it her
And does it matter in the end

It’s just a lot, it’s just a lot
It’s just a lot
I wanna hold onto the innocence I got
It’s just a lot, it’s just a lot
It’s just a lot
I wanna care for all the little things I got

I saw a film and cried cause beauty has a
Way of crushing me i took a pill
And sighed cause I’ve done things
Against which I believe
Oh, I think of you at
Night when my mind won’t
Stay quiet and I’ve got someone
Sleeping peacefully at home
But peace don’t reach my bones
The sadness still remains and though
I sing the same refrain
It all amounts to no one knows

It’s just a lot, it’s just a lot
It’s just a lot
I wanna hold onto the innocence I got
It’s just a lot, it’s just a lot
It’s just a lot
I wanna hold onto the innocence I got
It’s just a lot, it’s just a lot
It’s just a lot
I wanna care for all the little things I got
It’s just a lot, it’s just a lot
It’s just a lot
I wanna hold onto the innocence I got
It’s just a lot, it’s just a lot
It’s just a lot
I wanna care for all the little things I got
You get it right you get it wrong
It never stops it’s just a lot