Khary - Reckless, Abandoned lyrics

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Some nights that I leave
All night textin'
Some nights I go
But to prove

Yeah (Yeah) , another night at a bar (At a bar)
And I kinda get the feeling
I've been goin' too hard
(Goin' too hard) , yeah, yeah
But baby girl, she a star (She a star)
She gon' fuck me if I'm lucky, put it all
On my card, yeah, yeah Nights like this
I know I'm more lost
Than I'd like to admit to myself (Self)
But I'm young, I'm dumb, I don't give
As many fucks as I should about my own health
(Health)
Pour it up, yeah, that's not enough, yeah
I need more, prayin' to the Lord
I make it to four
Yeah
(Yeah)
I ain't on the poppin' pills shit
But I've been dealin' with some real shit
Fuck all the Dr. Phil shit
I don't really want to feel shit
(Shit)
Got that medic on the line (Line)
He gon' come through with the pint
Made the call just for you
Said you horny when you high
Treat my money like emotions
I spend it all on the potion
And my relationships are open, I know
It's just a way of copin'
I'm tryna' to find a way to focus
(Yeah)

You sniff, I don't, I drink, you smoke, baby
(Baby)
We will, we gone, I think we both crazy
(Crazy)
But fuck it, it don't matter for tonight
I just want to see myself inside your eyes
Underneath all the disguise

I me a coke
(Coke)
Ignore the fact that you smoke (Smoke)
Cigarettes are for your throat
Quick to let go of my morals
But shorty's sexy dress is floral
She be kissing other girls
Said she wanna' try the plural
So I've been tryna make' referrals
Like, "What about your drunk
Best friend? ", like
"What about my ex-girlfriend?"
Wait, she don't even call a nigga
I chose you over all my niggas
I don't wanna' drink beer no more
I want harder liquor
IG story all the pictures
So at least it look lit
(Looks lit)
Though, legit, we dissolve our livers (Damn)
And get drunk, start callin' women
Feels pretty shitty though
Shorty real pretty though
(Pretty though)
Millennial tryna' make a video (Aye)
Don't got a palace, bang it out
All out on a mattress

Real player partner
You stripin' straight to the flow (Flow)
This that bumpy flow, get fucked up
We in a judgment-free zone (Zone)
Just let go
I swear, the club is a self-prescribed clinic
Broke niggas payed a hundred
At the entrance just to
Stand near model bitches
That they won't talk to (Talk to)
Insecurity's a bitch
Or you went law school (Law school)
I'll pretend I give a shit
Some days feel awful (Awful)
We just sticking to the script
Gettin' hella' bent, barely payin' rent
Just give it a week, we'll be back again

You sniff, I don't, I drink, you smoke, baby
(Baby)
We will, we gone, I think we both crazy
(Crazy)
But fuck it, it don't matter for tonight
I just want to see myself inside your eyes
Underneath all the disguise

Some nights I leave
Some nights I leave
All night textin'
Some nights, I ohh
But to who?
There's nothing as lonely as
Being drunk at 3: 00 AM
In a cab
Homies are textin' like
"Where are you at?"
The radio playin'
The songs you just danced to
So I figured I'd call you
You know, you know, you know
You know, you know, you know
You know, you know, you know
Yeah