Kid Rock - Only God Knows Why lyrics

I've been sittin' here tryin' to find myself
I get behind myself, I need to rewind myself
Lookin' for the payback
Listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me
And I feel like number one
Yet I'm last in line
I watch my youngest son and it
Helps to pass the time
I take too many pills that
Helps to ease the pain
I made a couple dollar bills
Still I feel the same
Everybody knows my name they say
It way out loud a lot of folks fuck with me
It's hard to hang out in crowds
I guess that's the price you pay to
Be some big shot like I am
Outstretched hands and one night stands
Still I can't find love

And when your walls come tumblin' down
I will always be around
And when your walls come tumblin' down
I will always be around

People don't know 'bout the things
I say and do they don't understand about the
Shit I've been through
It's been so long since I've been home
I've been gone
I've been gone for way too long
Maybe I've forgot all the things I miss
Oh, somehow I know there's more
To life than this
I've said it too many times
And I still stand firm
You get what you put in and
People get what they deserve

Still I ain't seen mine
No, I ain't seen mine
I've been givin', just ain't been gettin'
I've been walkin' that there line
So, I think I'll keep walkin'
With my head held high
I keep movin' on and only God knows why
Only God, Only God, Only God knows why
Only God knows why, why, why
Only God knows why

Take me to the river, ey
Won't you take me to the river, hey hey yeah