KillBunk - Not Okay lyrics

Today I don't really wanna be alive
But, I try even though that
Don't mean I'm alright so baby pick a side
I just wanna see you choose a side
Baby pick a side
I just wanna see you a lil' tonight yeah
I'm so fuckin' done with this everyone's done
And I hope you have fun lil' bitch
Getting rich and now I don't
Gotta stunt lil' bitch
Why did it come to this
Why did it come to this why did it come
Being pushed from the outside to the inside
Take more, why did you try, why did I try
Done for, why did I cry, why did you cry

Run for what you want
Run for your fuckin' life
Run 'fore your fuckin' die
Run, run, run, run, run, run
Just to stay alive
None, none, none, none, none
Can't keep me alive
So I gotta keep my self alright
I promise you this time, I won't try suicide

Why, why did you take her from me
Why, why am I off ecstasy
Why, yeah is shit part of the dream
I, I can't see a thing
You see me the tears when
You're up in my brain
I didn't change what the fuck I'm the same
All of my demons I had to go and tame, yeah
But them in the song so you hear my pain
Yeah this shit ain't insane, her
Voice in my brain, yeah
I don't do cocaine, but I might today, yeah
Need to find a place I can hibernate
You need to find a place you can hide from me
I'm so fucked up it's just us and my mental
Feel like I fuck my life I
Might go crash a rental
Hate the way she treat me, I feel shit, oh
Feel like all of your friends is on my dick
Cool

Why you in a bad mood, a bad mood
She say she want a tattoo of my room
I had to give her bad news
That we're through
Never made me feel love and that's cool
All I showed you was some
Real love and that's true
Yeah lil bitch a real dog, bitch fuck you
When I talk but bitch ass still talk
I might shoot yeah for that bitches
Run my money until all of it blows

To date I don't really wanna be alive
But, I try even though that
Don't mean I'm alright so baby pick a side
I just wanna see you choose a side
Baby picka side
I just wanna see you lose tonight yeah
I'm so fuckin' done with this
Everyone's done
And I hope you have fun lil bitch
Getting rich and now I don't
Gotta stunt lil bitch
Why did it come to this
Why did it come to this why did it come
Being pushed from the outside to the inside
Take more, why didn't you try, why did I try
Done for, why did I cry, why did you cry

Run for what you want
Run for your fuckin' life
Run 'fore you fuckin' die
Run, run, run, run, run, run
Just to stay alive
None, none, none, none, none
Can keep me alive
So I gotta keep my self alright
I promise you this time, I won't try suicide