Kite - Nocturne lyrics

I used to be a dancer in a soothing sun
The forest was my company and I danced around
So pure and innocent, it was my heart
Kept from all the talk
I wouldn't change a thing, it
Was a perfect start, oh

But, I became uncertain as my world began
I wasn't much for talking so I kept it in
I'll cover disappointment spread all around
All I heard was "keep it down"
I needed to feel hurt and some hurt I found

So I began to search for all the black within
Found more than I could ask
For but I asked again my friends and I
We complemented complex liars oh how we
Or were we just uncovering our plaintive eyes

I jumped out in an affair
For anyone with scars
And they were like sirens for my empty heart
And everytime I think of
It as lessons learned
Everytime I crashed and burned
To feel was what I wanted and
What I had to earn