KkButTerFly27 Xx - BLAZER lyrics

I paint a pretty picture
But the story has a twist
My paint brush is a razor and
My canvas? Is my wrist, bitch

Yo, I really wanna die today
Get on my knees and start to pray, like
"Dear God, why'd you bring me here"
"I just can't do this shit another year
I fear" i cry myself to sleep
I wake up in the morning feelin' weak
I just don't wanna live, don't wanna live
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna live

Right, where do I start?
There's a big hole inside of my heart
And I can't fill it up, can't fill it up
I can't fill it up, can't fill it up
When I tell others how I feel
They say, "Don't say that
It's not a big deal"
"There's kids out there that are starving"
"Lemme see your wrist
Have you been carving?" yeah

Couple scars on my wrist
Paint a pretty picture
But the story has a little twist
I'm an artist, my paintbrush a razor
Secondary school, never took off my blazer

Took off my blazer, took off my blazer
Secondary school, never took off my blazer
I'm an artist, my paintbrush a razor
Secondary school, never took off my blazer
Took off my blazer, took off my blazer
Secondary school, never took off my blazer
I'm an artist, my paintbrush a razor
Secondary school, never took off my blazer
Took off my blazer, took off my blazer
Secondary school, never took off my blazer
I'm an artist, my paintbrush a razor
Secondary school, never took off my blazer