Kneejerk - Lie Down and Die lyrics

It starts again
I know i've nothing left to show for
Every other time I opened up
This time it's not the same - I say that
Every time and somehow always
End up falling flat
For every time I scratched the skin
It gets harder to step in

I couldn't hate you if I tried i
Think i'll just lie down and die

I'm running out of cliff to grasp
And she is such
A higher class, i'm running out
Of things to hold, i'm too cold
(and I can only beg)
Maybe it's selfish, but I need a standpoint
I need something to hold onto
But i'm scared to ask you
- you're too perfect

If i'm sleeping, please, don't
Stop to wake me, i'm enjoying dreams of
What I see smiling here before me
I've broken everything I do
But i'd be more careful with you
I couldn't hate you if I tried i
Think i'll just lie down and die