Kneejerk - Wire Wool lyrics

The sun bleeds through my curtains
Like light into a womb
And I cannot say for certain
Whatever I would do
Rise sun, burn me with hope
Till I cannot crawl from cover

The sun is strong and hurts me
Bleaching all my skin i was never
Good at allowing this heat in
From heat to burn, from health to pain
And every part of
Me is sore my skin is red, my eyes are dull
And my fingertips are numb

It's like wire wool - it
Looks so beautiful, crystalline
But tinged with red i can feel in my
Gut that i've failed again
And broken the handful that I value
My hands are tied, my feet are weighted down
(and it smashes) it blurs as one - glass and
Wire - and I surrender
I'm sorry I forgot to say
That everything is not ok
And i cannot find a reason to move
I'm naked but for this cover of wire wool

And I would not move even
If pain seared through this
Shunned bodyno pain is like that
Which I have felt, and I break down and cry
I carry on but I will not
Be happy until I die