Knock Monsterr - Kind Stranger lyrics

Looking for an enemy, looking for an outlet
People say they friend to me
Taught myself to doubt it
Tired of the jealousy
I just need some energy
Too many times I’ve been betrayed
Turn me to a renegade
Yeah, the devil is sprouting
Look over the mountain
Far from a holy fountain
Of pills and doctor’s notes
Body feels like a joke
On the outside of the function
Inhaling the smoke push me to the limit's
Lookin' through the bridges
Cycle always pushing me
Pеrpetrator and witness
I was the Dеvil’s favorite
Daughter and dancer
How you cope with this shit? I
Know you don’t have the answers
There was a witness, maybe was fated
I’m so sorry but I’ll have to call you later
Life in the hands of a kind stranger
With my hands in cuffs I’ll
Be sure to thank ya
Cops were lying to me like I
Was one to toy with
Tell me that’s my friend
I do not know who that boy is
I was just tryna flirt with the other side
Hanging off the side
Promise that I wasn’t tryin'
Daddy said that you gotta get out
Didn’t think about why I was in
Lotta good people that lost their way
Sometimes I think about how they’ve been
He found me out, I asked
"Can we talk 'bout that later?"
Still haven’t talked about it
Girl is still a stranger
Money and the power
Always most important one
If I cannot be a human
I gotta be more than one
If no one saw me, no one heard me
Where would I be?
Schrödinger’s body, food for
The worms, inedible, Under the bridge
Before I was 18, thought it’d be, inevitable
Ayy, but I’m still here, it’s incredible
I’ve been paralyzed 'cause moving
Forward feels frightening
But got everything I wanted in
Those songs from 2019
Haven’t told a soul the name of my album yet
Because there’s no point in dropping
It if I drop dead
I call 'em too many times
The doctors don’t ring me
Did wrong by my family
So I’m in the woods now
My therapist is the trees
I’m tryna be at peace
So I’ll never have to meet
A kind stranger again
Gotta learn how to reach a hand
Can’t let a path of broken
Glass follow me forever
I carry the weight in my
Blood to make life better

I said, I carry the, yeah i
That’s it, yeah