Knowmads - Girl lyrics

I don't know what you want from me
But, I can't love you it hurts me so deep
Hope you know
Most these nights I don't sleep
Waiting for someone to hold me
Girl, I don't know what you want from me
But, I can't love you, it hurts me so deep
Hope you know
Most these nights I don't sleep
Waiting for someone to hold me

You're the only girl I ever gave my soul to
Always honest, I meant every word I told you
You had me running barefoot wearing no shoes
Broke the news on the phone I had no clue
Cause the whole truth turned
Into the cold truth
Does his touch warm your heart
When he holds you
I can't trust you, no I hardly even know you
Anymore, yo I thought we'd grow old to-gether
But the weather has changed, and
Me and you, no never the same so
No way we're sharing the same soul
Forget the past cause it's way too painful


I woke up from a dream, saw his face
You were naked in his bed
He was taking my grace
Wouldn't tell me his name
You said it wasn't my place
Three days in a row, no that ain't a mistake
So how'd his dick feel, how'd his lips taste?
Did you meet him at a frat shitfaced?
Or was he just another undercover lover
That you didn't wanna mention when
We spoke to one another, huh?
Had me so crazy, started thearapy
Got the nerve to say you
Still wanna marry me?
Listen baby oh you need to find some clarity
Don't manipulate my feelings that
Ain't fair to me
I can't cary this pain, I gotta let go
Trying to tell myself you wasn't that special
Had me breathing in stress instead of oxygen
Told my mom I'm having
Suicidal thoughts again but, you don't care
You be acting like it's just pretend
And when I see you
Yo there's no way we can just be friends
I didn't love myself, I forgot how to
Realized that I only could without you

I didn't love myself, I forgot how to
Realized that I only could without you