Knuckle Puck, Dan Lambton - Your Back Porch lyrics

It's 4am again and I'm falling
Asleep with the headphones in
It shouldn't be like this
And it's so hard to act like I'm over this
When everything you said tore my
Heart out of my chest

I just wanna feel something again
I'm not innocent not in the least bit
Selfish wishful thinking
And if this mess that I left in
The southwest is in your head
Then I'm not the only one digging up the dead
You swear you're a safe bet
But I know that you're not
And I think that's why I'm here
And you still think I'm wrong
But there's nothing between you and me
Not anymore not on your back porch at 4am
I'm in this van hoping I won't see you again

I just wanna feel something again
I'm not innocent not in the least bit
Selfish wishful thinking
And if this mess that I left in
The southwest is in your head
Then I'm not the only one digging up the dead

Does your conscience keep you awake?
Because one day all that you've felt in
Those bones will make them break
But now I know just how you see me
And I want you to know
You won't grow out of selfish
You'll just find better ways to hide it

If you gave all that you take
The weight would take it's toll
And your skeleton would cave

I just wanna feel something again
I'm not innocent not in the least bit
Selfish wishful thinking
And if this mess that I left in
The southwest is in your head
Then I'm not the only one digging up the dead