KryFuZe - Recesses lyrics

Swim with me darling, dive
Below ocean you'd recognize
Plummet for decades, fall
Befriend the monsters, big and small

But I don't wanna go this time
I wanna stay home
Tonight, tomorrow morning can be
Such a dreadful sight
With sunlight comes the fright
But I guess I'll hide the tears
Before we get there
Let me make this clear, one day I'll escape
But I'll need your help to fight the fear
Hi dad, how are you? Nothing's going on
It's going fine school? Lie
About my grades and
Say my work's turned in on time
Head to my room
The only place in the house where
I feel sane where I hide
Behind a door so I don't always
Have to mask the pain
Start thinking heinous things like how I wish
He'd crash and die then I
Feel bad when I see he's making
Burgers on the grill tonight
There's nothing easy about the way I wish
It felt so right if only he
Could love me like a father should then
I think things could be alright
I wish that you could know
Me dad, the real me
Please don't be mad why
Can't you just accept
Me like the father that I never had?
He's being nice again, maybe it's
Just me somehow anyways dad
Can we go and get those donuts now?

Swim with me darling, dive
Below ocean you'd recognize
Plummet for decades, fall
Befriend the monsters, big and small

Swim with me darling, dive
Below ocean you'd recognize
Plummet for decades, fall
Befriend the monsters, big and small

I will not lie to you this song
Was hard for me to write most
Of my lyrics come to me like
Crickets in the dead of night
This one took deep thought
No part of my mind asleep the recesses of
My mind have never felt so deep

Swim with me darling, dive
Below ocean you'd recognize
Plummet for decades, fall
Befriend the monsters, big and small