Lady Lamb - Young Disciple lyrics

Aly, what is incessantly on your mind?
Well when I was 5, my mama told me that one
Day we're all gonna die of all places
It was in a fast food joint at night
That left me with a bad taste in my
Mouth and a knack for
Existential spinning out
"How'd that come to pass?" You may ask
As the full moon seemed to leer and loom
Well on the stage of a
Church in a kiddie pool
She and my dad were born again
I was an audience member beside my
Little sister and I didn't understand
And they were my age then, the age that I am
So I guess I get it better now
Oh, the pangs of fear
The fear of being alone
Of dying young or growing old
Before realizing the purpose of your soul

It was with a milkshake in her hand
That my mama mentioned a second coming
That as believers, we would be lifted to a
Brilliant kingdom in the sky
And I couldn't fathom a place of
Light high above the desert night
But as an impassioned follower
Of my beautiful mother
I put all of my faith in her you and I
We both swing in and out
Of fear for the future we lean into the sky
We're looking for the answers you and I
We both swing in and out
Of fear for the future we lean into the sky
We're looking for the answers
I can see a romance in the reaching
And a tenderness in believing
We lean into the sky, we're
Looking for the answers, yeah, but
Mama, you didn't inspire a heavenly desire
Just an urge to hold my life a little tighter
Just an urge to hold my life a little tighter
Just an urge to hold my life a little tighter