Love-sadKID - Relief lyrics

These little things that stay
So half as pleasant as the days that passed
That lasted only half a second
Just the simple kind of memories
That act as blessings
Dash throughout the wind as we
Forget just how to send a message
No more pride throughout my youth
No more friends from all my younger days
I just forget how I could be
Still in my youngest age
These moonlit thoughts turn into dreams
That help me run away
And I'm still tryna grow up some more
I still remember sharing headphones tryna
Listen to the Chance tape
Writing all the love letters I
Never thought would turn me
To who I am today
And now I'm just a kid with a vision
And some magic in my system after
Trafficking my wisdom through my lyricism
Still now letting every second make up
Every single mess up
Through my tears I try to make
It through my years now
I'm growing up but I don't
Feel that much older
It seems like time just comes with
Even more a weight to shoulder
High school stinks and it smells
With such a shameless odor
You would hate it too if you were
Stained with such a hateful quota
Man I hate disorder
Never waiting for my place
I know my weight is like a paper plate
Barbecue of life I'm floating
Round these opaque tables
Tryna see if the world is
Just an endless fable

Oh, I chase that feeling I lost
Wonder what it costs
Wanna be a star, I'll do anything at all
To make it right, So still I try
Wanna live my life and try make it shine
Never felt so bright, Is loving such a crime?
I wanna make it mine and put up quite a fight
Well if it's fine and I'm alive
Then I'll still be alright