Midwxst, blackwinterwells, 8485 - ​By Your Side lyrics

Wells i been on my own, on my own adventure
Split my heart in half
Think that shit gave me a splinter
Don't wanna give you any
Publicity or attention
Don't know how to love anybody
Don't know the feeling know I fucked up
Rather be right by your side
Hiding all my feelings, let it out
I always cry
Can't make a decision, I can't even decide
Might go up to heaven
I'll see you on the other side

By your side, by your side
By your side, by your side
Girl, I see you running from your problems
Don't know how to solve them
We both need a break from
This I'm sorry I'm not
By your side, by your side

And now I hate me 'cause I
Can't be what you need anymorе
I wanna be there but wе know
It's not the same as before
You know I love you but it hurts
Too much to always be at odds
And to sit and remember
All along I was tryna figure
Out what I did wrong
But it's getting to me now and I'm exhausted
I don't wanna call you back
For a while tonight
When I'm by your side we don't see each other
Just a faded light and
The space where another
Girl would lie on one side of your
Bed with a face like mine
I'm afraid that she's dead let her rest

Don't got another outlet to
Express how I'm feeling (Helix Tears)
I don’t know who real or
Fake, can't distinguish them, not revealing
Gotta stop, gotta change
Gotta get off my ass
Need to get you out my head
I need to forget about the past
I’ve just come to the conclusion that
Nothing is meant to last
Time is starting to drift away from me
Just look at the hourglass
Hard to let go, it’s so hard to forget
Remember the words
The last thing that you said
Said it was you and not me, I’m mislead
Sitting alone, sitting here with regret
Hit my phone but I don’t even wanna talk
Gotta run away know that I’m not gonna walk
I don’t got no time to waste
Just look up at the clock
I am at a loss of words
You put me in some shock
My feelings hurt, what the fuck did you gain
Know that I’m broken, I will not be the same
Imma make sure you remember my name
Thought we could be something
That shit's a shame

By your side, by your side
By your side, by your side
Girl, I see you running from your problems
Don't know how to solve them
We both need a break from
This I'm sorry I'm not
By your side, by your side