Nessa Barrett - dying on the inside (muriendo por dentro) lyrics

I wish I could break the mirror
It makes me feel like
I should fucking disappear
And drown my demons in a
Bathtub filled with tears
No matter what I try
They always seem to come back to life

What if I didn't do this to my body?
What if I quit and then you don't want me?
The dinner conversation no one talks about
Don't know how much longer I
Can keep this down

Beauty is a knife
I've been holding by the blade
Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything
It's all a lie, honestly
It's eating me alive they're all like
"Did you change your hair?"
"Did you lose a little weight?"
"You should keep it up 'cause
It really looks great"
I hatе that I always look my best
When I'm dying on the insidе

Inside when I, when, when I
When I'm dying on the inside whoa, whoa
When I'm dying, when I'm dying
You only love me when I'm dying
When I'm dying on the inside