NF - All I Have lyrics

All I ever wanted was somebody to hear me
And all I ever wanted was somebody to feel me
And everybody wanna tell me that
I'm out of my head
When I'm on the mic, that's fine
But that don't scare me
It's been a long time, but I'm back now
Rap pow, welcome to the rap house
Rap pow, will live 'til I pass out
Blackout, blackout
Everybody keep on wonderin' if
I still rap now are you serious?
Anybody out there hearin' this?
Yo, I came in the game as a lyricist
And I'ma leave like that, period
You sniff lines, I write lines
You've now entered in my mind
And you better get ready cause you might find
I'm from a different place, and my kind
It's a little bit different than yours is
Quit snoring, Hip-Hop isn't dead
It's just been in mournin'
From the moment I quit recording
Quick, record this
Listen, I'm warming up and
You're misinformed if
You think that I'm slipping up
This ain't sick enough
Then I'll skip the chorus
I've been here, ain't nobody heard of me?
Yeah I'ma turn this beat to a murder scene
I don't live for the world
I live for the King, I live for the King
Focus wrote this with emotion
It's hard to get a break
When the doors ain't open
It's hard to get a shot
When the gun ain't loaded
And it's hard to make a
Living when nobody wanna notice, hold it
What am I insane maybe? Plain crazy
You put me in a room with a
Mic you will not restrain me
You do what you wanna but
You can't contain me, lazy
Is not a character trait of mine
Don't wait in line
This is the current condition of
My state of mind

Don't tell me that this isn't real
Don't tell me this ain't how I feel
This is all I have, all I have

All I ever wanted was somebody to get this
All I ever wanted was somebody to play this
Yeah, take my song, put it on their playlist
And get goosebumps every time they play it
Rate us if that's my calling or not, Father
Maybe I should just not bother
Go back to that nine-to-five
But, I am not a quitter so quit that
I never been a killer but
I guarantee I kill tracks
Put them in a coffin, lost in, rip that
Tryin' to make an impact in rap
Is that insane? Well, I guess so
Rap though, better give me that pencil
And you ain't ever gonna make it
It's all mental
I am in a place where I can't let go, agh!
I still work a job and do this
And y'all know what's stupid?
I thought all you had to do
Was get a record deal, and
Your things start moving
But that's not the case
Because most of the times
The artists you hear
You keep on thinking that artist is new
But that artist has prolly been
At it for years
Yeah, in the back of my mind thinking
Am I wasting my time dreamin'?
And I ain't got no money in my wallet
But, I guarantee there ain't no way
That I am gonna leave this
I need this, I swear to y'all, I need this
And this Hip-Hop's in my veins
If you cut me I'ma bleed it and, yo
What you think I write raps
For? No reason? No
Take my pain and I put 'em in
A song ever since them pills
They took my mom
I've been a different person
Don't try to predict my verses
What you're hearing now is me whether I'm
In front or behind that curtain
I stand behind these words and
I'm a Christian but I'm not perfect
Don't tell me to calm down
I'm calm now, listen, i'm just working
Yeah, it might take a minute to get it
But once you get it everything
Will be crystal clear
I don't think they see my vision here
I don't think they see my vision here!

Don't tell me that this isn't real
Don't tell me this ain't how I feel
This is all I have, all I have
Don't tell me that this isn't real
Don't tell me this ain't how I feel
This is all I have, all I have
Don't tell me that this isn't real
Don't tell me this ain't how I feel
This is all I have, all I have all I have
Don't tell me that this isn't real
(this isn't real, this isn't real)
This is all that I have
This is all that I have

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