NF - Hate Myself lyrics

I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But, it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But, it's hard when I hate myself

Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
They bring out the worst in me mind runnin'
Got me feelin' like it hurts to think
If this is all that I
Wanted, I don't want it
Gotta be more for me all the core beliefs
And every mornin' I wake up
And feel like I am
Not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace
I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me
Look at the body like
"You ain't nothin' but poor and weak"
It's kinda weird
Lately I been feelin' like the
Only way for me
To get away is if I poured a drink
That's more deceit, more defeat
Is this really what I'm born to be?
That's what you get for
Thinkin' you're unique
So poor, but I'm so wealthy
Need help, but you can't help me
What else can the world sell me?
Tell me lies, i still buy 'em like
They're goin' outta stock
But, it's not healthy

I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But, it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But, it's hard when I hate myself

Yeah, late nights get the best of me
They know how to get to me
Suicide thoughts come and go like
A guest to me but, I don't wanna die
I just wanna get relief
So don't talk to me like
You think I'm so successful
What is success when hope has left you?
I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken wreck
Who's sick of doin' interviews
'cause I hate myself, agh!
Come across like it's so easy
But, I feel like you don't need me
When I feel like you don't need me
Then I feel like you don't see me
And my life has no meaning, dreaming
Hands out, tryna ask for love
But when I get it, I just pass it up
Throw it away and think about it later
Diggin' through the trash for drugs
Wish I could give you what you needed
But, I can't i'm scared because

I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But, it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But, it's hard when I hate myself

I walk through the ashes of my passions
Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
Get lost in the questions I can't answer
Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
We scream to be free, but I stay captured
Knee deep in defeat of my own actions
Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But, I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But, I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it

I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But, it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But, it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But, it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But, it's hard when I hate myself

When I hate myself
It's kinda hard when I hate myself
I hate myself it's hard when I hate myself