NF - Invisible lyrics

Yeah, I don't know
I guess I feel like when I'm
Around you that I'm invisible
It's like you don't even see me
And I'm standing right in front of you, yeah

Yeah, I feel invisible
I knew this wasn't easy
I'm standing right in front of you
But, you don't even see me
I pass you in the hallway
But, you don't even glance, so
I just kinda walk by like
I ain't never passed you
I do my best to pretend
That I don't notice you
'Cause, you don't ever notice me
So what am I supposed to do?
What, I gotta yell it in order
For you to see it?
Got it written on my face
It's pretty easy to read it
But, you choose not to
So that's what I'ma have to do
My heart is getting tired I'm
Tired of running after you
I try to talk, but you just keep ignoring me
Pretending that you listen you don't
Listen you're destroying me
See, I look up to you
But, you keep looking down on me
You never say you love me or you
Care or that you're proud of me
In other words, you're drowning me
I get on my knees and I pray
Pretty pathetic
But, you make it pretty easy to say

I swear, I must be invisible
'Cause you never see me, anymore
And I swear, I must look miserable
'Cause you never hold me, anymore

You like a nightmare, every time I'm dreaming
The longest conversation that we had
Was when we're screaming
"And what you say?" "What you say?"
There's nothing else to talk about
Before I even say a word
It's like you're already walking out
You keep making promises
But, you don't ever keep 'em
And then look at me stupid when
I say I don't believe 'em
Yeah, that's right I don't believe you
And how do you expect me to?
You don't show respect to me
But, I should show respect to you?
Gosh, you're such a hypocrite
I doubt you're even listening
Things have got so bad
You don't even pretend you're interested
And every time we hug, which isn't very often
The thing I used to love has
Now become something that's awkward
You put that smile up on your face
But, I can tell you're faking
You look me in the eyes
And you tell me I'm amazing
But all your words are wasted
'cause I swear that you make it up
And I'm so sick of chasing love I
Guess my pace ain't quick enough
I hate it, 'cause-

I swear, I must be invisible
'Cause you never see me, anymore
And I swear, I must look miserable
'Cause you never hold me, anymore

I'm full grown now, moved out
I thought it was best the sad thing is
I doubt you even noticed I left
I quit calling 'cause
You ain't ever answer the phone
So the last time we talked, I told you
"Leave me alone"
I'm supposed to open my arms
And hold you now?
Hold you? Wow you ain't never held me how
Do you expect a kid that you
Never raised to do right
To break the walls down and make
You a part of my life? But hold up
Here comes a call from the hospital
They told me "I should come and
See you if it's possible"
I got my shoes to go
I threw my pride on the floor
Saw a real smile on you when
I walked in the door
The doc' told me you ain't
Got more than a day i just got you and this
Cancer gon' take you away
You say you love me, you can see me
Everything's okay for some reason
I no longer feel the urge to say

I swear, I must be invisible
'Cause you never see me, anymore
And I swear, I must look miserable
'Cause you never hold, me anymore

I swear, I must be invisible
'Cause you never see me, anymore
And I swear, I must look miserable
'Cause you never hold me, anymore