NF - Let You Down lyrics

Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Le le let you down

Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment
Doin' everything I can
I don't wanna make you disappointed
It's annoying i just wanna make you feel
Like everything I ever do
Was never tryna make an issue for you
But, I guess the more you
Thought about everything you were
Never even wrong
In the first place, right? yeah
I'ma just ignore you
Walking towards you with my head down
Lookin' at the ground
I'm embarrassed for you
Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time?
That's parents for you
Very loyal? Shoulda had my back
But, you put a knife in it my hands are full
What else should I carry for you?
I cared for you, but

Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Le le let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Le le let you down

Yeah, you don't wanna make this work
You just wanna make this worse
Want me to listen to you
But, you don't ever hear my words
You don't wanna know my hurt, yeah
Let me guess, you want an apology, probably
How can we keep going at a rate like this?
We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave
Please, don't come after me
I just wanna be alone right now
I don't really wanna think at all
Go ahead, just drink it off
Both know you're gonna call
Tomorrow like nothing's wrong
Ain't that what you always do?
I feel like every time I talk to you
You're in an awful mood
What else can I offer you?
There's nothing left right now
I gave it all to you

Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Le le let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Le le let you down

Yeah, don't talk down to me
That's not gonna work now
Packed all my clothes and I moved out
I don't even wanna go to your house
Every time I sit on that couch
I feel like you lecture me, eventually
I bet that we coulda made this work
And prolly woulda figured things out
But, I guess I'm a letdown
But, it's cool, I checked out
Oh, you wanna be friends now?
Okay, let's put my fake face
On and pretend now
Sit around and talk about the good
Times that didn't even happen
I mean, why are you laughing?
Must have missed that joke
Let me see if I can find a reaction
No, but at least you're happy

Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
And I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, let you down

Yeah, I'm sorry i'm so sorry now
Yeah, I'm sorry that I let you down