NF - Like This lyrics

Yeah, holding back
Yeah, I've always been good at that
Unattached (yeah)
Waiting for what's coming next
Things I know I should address
I feel more together when I am a mess (Whoa)
Got some moments that just came and went
Made amends with you, then you overstepped
That's a line you never shoulda crossed
You got no respect stop with all the threats
Like the more I get to know you
I just know you less (yeah)
'Nother city I don't know well
Feeling too much like my old self
Backsliding, backsliding
Got me in the sad feels
Got me at a standstill
Too much time alone is when it gets real (Ah)
Future doesn't pop up, then the past will
Upside, that's a rare view
Now I'm going downhill (yeah)
Don't know who I'm close with
Going through the motions
Don't know who to trust when I (yeah)

I lie to myself and I, I can't handle it
Why do I waste so much time
On things that I can't fix?
All these things I hold inside
I just can't forget
Thought that I could let this go

But, I ain't know that it would be like this
Yeah like this (Like this)
I ain't know that it would be like this
Yeah, like this
I ain't know that it would be like this

Yeah, maybe I'm impossible to be with
I know that you got a thousand reasons
You probably wanna leave, but don't know how
Yeah I don't hear a thing when you yell
Guess you like to hear your own voice, yeah
Got me standing here with no choice
I see they tryna guess, they got me all wrong
Look, I'm doing my best to try to stay calm
But, I can't deal (Can't deal)
Feeling too much like my old self
Backsliding, backsliding
I just let the phone ring
We ain't even close, please
Throwing out opinions from the nosebleeds
(Ayy, yeah) lot of issues that you don't see
Texts that I just won't read
Play it off, it cuts deep though
When I don't know who I'm close with
Going through the motions
Don't know who to trust when I (yeah)

I lie to myself and I, I can't handle it
Why do I waste so much time
On things that I can't fix? (yeah)
All these things I hold inside
I just can't forget (Nah)
Thought that I could let this go (yeah)

But, I ain't know that it would be like this
Yeah (Woo, yeah) like this (Ayy)
I ain't know that it would be like this
(I ain't know that it would be like this
Woo) yeah, like this (Like this)
I ain't know that it would be like this
(Like this) , yeah (yeah)
Like this (Like this)
I ain't know that it would be like this
Yeah, like this (Like this)
I ain't know that it would be like this