NF - Thinking lyrics

Yeah, growing up, yeah
Know a lot, but I don't know enough
What you doin' here?
Why you even showin' up? yeah
Showin' up for tryna show me love
Why you look confused like you don't
Really know what's up? yeah
Why you always tryna judge?
I know who you are, yeah
Why you tryna, tryna front? yeah
I am not the man I was, look
Ayy, made me a promise
I just hope you keep it
I don't like to get involved with
Things I don't believe in
I don't like to hang with people
I don't trust to speak with
If you tell me that you mean it
Then I hope you mean it
Yeah, feel like I don't deserve you
When I hurt your feelings i'm vulnerable
You got the keys to open all my secrets
You've always been there when I'm low
To help pick up the pieces
I know I act like I don't
Need you yet, but lately, i've been thinking

Yeah, lately, I've been thinking
Yeah, yeah, I have been thinking
Yeah, I have been thinking

Yeah, I wish that I was optimistic
I wish that I could trust my intuition
To most, negative thinking makes
You a pessimist, but
To me
Negative thinking means I'm just realistic
That's how I feel, ain't that a twisted view?
Claim that I don't care what people think
But is that really true?
Those the type of questions
That I struggle with
That's the type of thing to
Keep me up at night
Wondering, I wonder if the pressure I've been
Under is too much on my shoulders
Who gon' care when this all fades
I turn gray and get older?
Yeah, that's the type of thing
That I don't wanna answer
But just 'cause I don't wanna do it
Don't mean I don't have to
See, these are lessons that you learn in life
And we only get one of 'em
Hope I'm learning right
I know that everything comes with a price
Yeah, yeah, everything comes with a price
Y'all got no clue what I have sacrificed
And lately, I've been thinking

Yeah, lately, I've been thinking
Yeah, yeah, I have been thinking
Yeah, I have been thinking
(I have been thinking)

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