NF - WHY lyrics

Too many faces, too many faces
Too many faces

Yeah, what's your definition of success?
(Ayy) i don't trust the thoughts that
Come inside my head (Woo)
I don't trust this thing that
Beats inside my chest who I am and who I
Wanna be cannot connect why?
Don't think I deserve it? You get no respect
(Woo) i just made a couple mil'
Still not impressed
"Let You Down" goes triple
Platinum, yeah, okay, okay, i guess
(Ayy)
Smile for a moment then these questions
Startin' to fill my head, not again!
I push away the people that
I love the most why? (Woo)
I don't want no one to
Know I'm vulnerable why? (Woo)
That makes me feel weak
And so uncomfortable why? (Ayy)
Stop askin' me questions
I just wanna feel alive
Until I die this isn't Nate's flow (Woo)
Just let me rhyme I'm in disguise
I'm a busy person
Got no time for lies one of a kind
They don't see it I pull out
They eyes I'm on the rise!
I've been doin' this for most
My life with no advice (Woo)
Take my chances, I just roll the dice
Do what I like
As a kid, I was afraid of heights
Put that aside now I'm here and they look so
Surprised, well so am I, woo
They don't invite me to the parties
But I still arrive
Kick down the door and then I go inside
Give off that "I do not belong here" vibe
Then take the keys right off the counter
Let's go for a ride
Why do y'all look mortified? (Ayy)
I keep to myself, they think I'm sorta shy
Organized
"Let You Down's" the only song you've
Heard of? Well then you're behind (Woo)
Story time wish that I could
Think like Big Sean does
But I just can't decide (aah)
If I should stick my
Knife inside of Pennywise
I, I don't care what anybody else thinks lies
(Haha) i do not need nobody to help me lies
I kinda feel guilty 'cause I'm wealthy why?
I don't understand
It's got me questionin' like
"Why? Just tell me why" not back to this flow
Inside I feel divided
Back when I ain't had a dime
But had the drive
Back before I ever signed, I questioned
Life, like, "Who am I, man?" Woo
Nothin' to me's ever good enough
I could be workin' for 24 hours a
Day and think I never did enough
My life is a movie
But there ain't no tellin' what you're
Gonna see in my cinema (No)
I wanna be great
But, I get in the way of myself and I
Think about everything that I could never be
Why do I do it though? Ayy, yeah
Why you always lookin' aggravated?
Not a choice, you know I had to make it
When they talk about the greatest
They gon' probably never put
Us in the conversation
Like somethin', then I gotta take it
Write somethin', then I might erase it
I love it, then I really hate it
What's the problem, Nathan? I don't know!
I know I like to preach to always be yourself
(yeah) but my emotions make me feel
Like I am someone else
Me and pride had made a pact
That we don't need no help
Which feels like I'm at war inside myself
But I forgot the shells
I hold my issues up for all to see
Like show and tell a lot of people know me
But not a lot know me well
Hold my issues up for all to see
Like show and tell a lot of people know me
But they don't know me well

Too many faces, too many faces
Too many faces