Nina Nastasia - Afterwards lyrics

Now you're dead and gone
No loneliness, just on my own
Sometimes you walk into my room
And sit and brood until I fall asleep
Love is tiresome when you're older
Grief and madness make you colder
You still won't let anyone but you
Hold on to me until it's hard to breathe

Breathe leave me

First, tell me how to live
You were the only one I gave all of myself
I love you now more than I could
I've thrown away the flaws
Death redeems you whеn you're under
Neath thе earth, it makes me wonder
About the years that came before
And all the things I feel I must ignore

Breathe leave me

Breathe keep me

Please let me be how I wanna be
I see you there looking straight in me
Judging me loving me
What I feel what I think
What I wanna give oh, how I wanna live
What I feel what I think
What I wanna give oh, how I wanna live

I wanna live i am ready to live