Nneka - Confesion lyrics

This is my confession
I tried so many times to oppress him
Now I decided to explode and let
My heart speak it's ache
Now I've done all my weak body can
Fulfil I leave it up to him
And still I know that my
Anxiousness and my truthfulness
Can't be paid back with his love
Can't be paid back with his love
I leave it up to him, leave it up
Still I know, that my feelings are for no use

He's a player not yet ready to behave mature
A man who makes a child still
Not able to see his future
He's good in deceiving
He's good for love torture
Inspire of my contemplation
I still can't get him captured
A man I thought is just like
Someone I could give myself to completely, no
It's so painful to accept the
Fact that he's rejected me
I've done so many things to make me
Believe life is possible without him
Still I always console myself, I
And I see the symptoms of my love
(for him) on my skin

I tried to get him out, outta my head
It worked out, I deceiving
Myself, forgot my dignity
He sucked away my happiness
In learning new things
And made me think I love someone else
No it was self-defence so
Do me no harm, please, let me go
Do me no harm, please, let me fly
Do me no harm, please, let me flyah

I gave him wings to let him fly
I let him go so I could grow
Now that I know this love is gone, I
I give him wings to let him fly

I gave him wings to let him fly
I let him go so I could grow
Now that I know this love is gone, I
I give him wings to let him fly