Noah Gold - Lights Out lyrics

Lights out, lights out, livin' in the dark
Hideout, hideout, don't wanna be found
I'm quiet now, right now, I just wanna shout
I'm blind now, right now, don't see a way out
Crying through the night
Now the pool's made of pain
Lookin for the light but got
Screws in my brain
What the fuck is life when
The days are the same?
Livin' in a lie, what I do to be sane

I just left the party
It's too busy in my head
Shoot a text, nothing back, cause a flex
What I lack
Cannot slow my tires so I really need a break
Never stops to be hard
Know my opps want my heart
Had a fire in my soul
But it turned into a flicker
No ambition anymore
All I wanna do is sit and
Put my head up to the door
That's the only way I listen
But I fall onto the floor
I rеmember that I'm missing
My old self, whеre overthing goes well
The boy with the gold medal
He didn't feel no hell
He didn't feel no hate
To them or his own self
He didn't have no faith, he always believed
Well that's the power that I lost
I feel like lost cause
Not the king with the pen anymore
I felt like a mob boss
Had passion and wishes before so
I guess that I lost
The believe of achieving more like the
Way that it once was
The flowers only visit on the grave
And it's a long life ahead
So you better behave
You can work from 9 to 5
You can do it every day
But do you wanna be alive when
You got nothng to say?
Even the brightest star fades when
It's been living too long
It got me thinking bout the future
Bout to pour it in a song
'Till the glass half empty
'cause the pressures bent me
Hide the pain with fendi
I'm about to put it on
Yo the sentence keeps on going
I don't ever see a point
And all my tears they keep on
Flowing 'till my fucking neck disjoints
I can never stay in my place
I gotta go move out the zone
But like a hungry dog outside
I'm only going for the bone
Mask everyday, don't want 'em to see my face
They say writing makes it better
But I wanna be erased
Don't be looking down man
You're back gotta be upright
Told me to be positive
I said that ain't my blood type

Lights out, lights out, livin' in the dark
Hideout, hideout, don't wanna be found
I'm quiet now, right now, I just wanna shout
I'm blind now, right now, don't see a way out
Crying through the night
Now the pool's made of pain
Lookin for the light but got
Screws in my brain
What the fuck is life when
The days are the same?
Livin' in a lie, what I do to be sane