Nostalghia - Sharks lyrics

All throughout my life I've felt
Something very peculiar
That I couldn’t quite put my finger on
There was a hunch
That was growing on my spine
Up to my brain, up inside
And I knew one day, someday
I’d figure out just what it was you see
My problem is that I’m deep
In love with my sadness
And the way it dances and the way it dances
And the way it dances
They say inside of therapy
That if we drown ourselves in misery well
It might just be time to get out, so
They give us pills
And prescriptive addictions
To itch out our dirty, dirty afflictions

For it I would die a million deaths
For it I would give a million breaths
For it I would sell the meat of my skin
To the sharks of the deep dark ocean
For it I would die a million deaths
For it I would give a million breaths
For it I would sell the meat of
My skin to the sharks of the ocean

It’s on nights like these that
I drive with no destination
And no hesitation
I could cliff it with no resignation
I remember a time when there
Was acid in my mouth
And my mother would hold me
Her red nails curling
I thought how she loved me what safety
But there is something that happens
All stillness up towards me
Lodging dynamite and a fire
That was twinkling no breath in the mourning
I’ve watched every bee pass
With no pollination
I don’t want them, I’m careful unstable
Disabled enabled
She’s fluxing in gold she’s world domination
Her hand is my savior
She takes me through angels
The bright light will find you
When you least expect it
Suck you up into the vortex of
Where the hell am I, expect it

For it I would die a million deaths
For it I would give a million breaths
For it I would sell the meat of my skin
To the sharks of the deep dark ocean
For it I would die a million deaths
For it I would give a million breaths
For it I would sell the meat of my skin
To the sharks of the deep dark ocean

I am old already
With a youthful gaze that seems foolish
He who is the fool knows not, oh yes
I am foolish but wherever the wind goes
May it blow me back to her
To my mother of shadows
When no one was listening
I heard every word that she never was saying
I heard every word that she never was saying
I heard every word that she never was saying
I heard every word i heard every word
I heard every word i heard every word