Nowhere Left, Lø Spirit - These Bones lyrics

I'm a stranger to myself
A danger to my health
No one else can tell I'm at the bottom
Silence grows as I get older
I'm the burden on their shoulders
I bottle up my hope and pass it over

In my head
In my head the static never ends
Can't pretend
Can't pretend I'll feel like me again
In my head
In my head the static never ends
It can't rain
It can't rain all the time

Something inside me says I don't wanna be here now
It's out of my control, it's
It's out of my control
I keep my head up but it's heavy when I'm alone
I can't escape these bones
I can't escape these

Feelings I can't stand it
Lost inside this panic
Numbness I can't manage
All these thoughts weighing on my heart
Breaking me apart
Scared of everything and you're still not listening

In my head
In my head the static never ends
Can't pretend
Can't pretend I'll feel like me again
In my head
In my head the static never ends
It can't rain
It can't rain all the time

Something inside me says I don't wanna be here now
It's out of my control, it's
It's out of my control
I keep my head up but it's heavy when I'm alone
I can't escape these bones
I can't escape these

Is it really worth it?
Nothing's working out
What's my purpose now?
What's my purpose?

Something inside me says I don't wanna be here now
It's out of my control, it's
It's out of my control
I keep my head up but it's heavy when I'm alone
I can't escape these bones
I can't escape
Something inside me says I don't wanna be here now
It's out of my control, it's
It's out of my control
I keep my head up but it's heavy when I'm alone
I can't escape these bones
I can't escape these