ORRIONN - Disappointment lyrics

I'm lost, help me
I have never been enough to me
I promised i would be a king
Eat up some trash to end up like him
Become the trash to end up like him
I promised you so, so many things
I don't want to disappoint you so
So much, disappointment
To avoid, it ain't easy king

I'm lost, help my bitchass
I won't ask for this more than twice
Shit's pissing me off already
If only you knew step by step
I feel like i kept telling you the truth
Shut up, you don't understand why i struggle
Shut me up
I won't understand why you stutter
Disappointment

Building myself from ashes again
Not even knowing if this is the end
I'm blinded by the dust of this thick air
I doubt it would be reasonable
To finish it all again
I'm lost, help
I have never been enough to me
I promised i would be a king
Eat up some trash to end up like him
Become the trash to end up like him
I promised you so, so many things