Packy - Forever Feel lyrics

I grew up with some brothers
We'd always talk about gettin' the money
One way or another
Then split it up with each other
We were the shit back then
It would never change, right?
One of us would get a
Break and we'd get everything, right?
Not so fast, time passed and we skated by
Weekdays, skipped class, weekends, faded
While people got jobs, got bread
Got graded high i was rappin' in a city no
Rapper had made it out
I decided I'ma do it, took a year went MIA
Music started doing numbers
I was seeing better days
We were hitting milestones
Quicker than expected
My team was killing it
You couldn't accept it
Why though? You'd always acted like
We'd hit the lotto
I was looking like the ticket
You had too much pride to follow
I tried to tell you this
Was everything we'd hoped for
I wasn't gonna beg you so I
Had to close the door

You coulda made it with me
We coulda had it all
I let you take your time
I swear I waited for y'all
You never got it though, maybe you never will
Now it's time for me to go
And see how forever feel
It's real now, I'ma be a big deal now
Same vision but the view
Is looking surreal now
Nobody left behind, you chose to stay
You can hide the past but it never goes away

You were busy living, I was on a mission
Couple times I tried to talk
You acted like you listened
Then it came time to act
You always came up missing
Not really surprised, though
I was never one to get the
Love from other suckers I know
All I did is fuck around
Become the hardest act to follow in my city
Kicking dudes up off the stage like
It's Apollo in my city
Couple years of disrespect got me
Hollow in my city but that's only for a few
You gotta think it's probably you
Ahh damn, you prolly thought
I wouldn't break through, huh man?
Now everyday you look more and
More like a fan
I never understood the hate but I hate it
Now even when I get love
I feel like it's late, we so underrated
I'm tryna beat the system when
Nobody thinks you can
Until you do it, then they listen
Then they come around when they ain't
Got no pot to piss in
And they see you winning off of shit
You did for kicks in the beginning
They don't see behind the scenes
They ignore you until they
See you living dreams
Man you saw me everyday, guess
You ain't see anything, damn

You coulda made it with me
We coulda had it all
I let you take your time
I swear I waited for y'all
You never got it though, maybe you never will
Now it's time for me to go
And see how forever feel
It's real now, I'ma be a big deal now
Same vision but the view
Is looking surreal now
Nobody left behind, you chose to stay
You can hide the past but it never goes away

I guess it is what it is
My motivation is this
To make 'em hear me 'til
The ignorance is piss
Like when all your friends came to the house
You thought you were the man
Until you heard they all got
My name in their mouth
It's coming full circle for me
Now I'm gone but you can't escape me
I've been fast laning on 'em with
No belt for the safety
I'm so made for this shit
I swear I slaved for this shit
Mention me with legends or I won't
Be okay with this shit
'Cause, I lost it all for the chase
No guarantee I'ma make it
But this is where they separate real
From the ones that fake it
So adios to my quote-on-quote competition
I'm moving up
Talkin' about your hopes and dreams
But you don't do enough
Say you'd kill for my spot
Word? Would you die for it?
Yeah? That's a flat lie
Me? I'd flatline for it
Don't be surprised if I don't recognize
You when you come to me
Telling me you finally opened your eyes
By then I'll be long gone
You could have made it with me
Yeah, by then I'll be long gone
You could have made it with me
Now you're just the words to a song