Penelope Scott - Cabaret 2 lyrics

Well, things haven't been so great for me
But then, whose fault is that?
Leave it to me to win the lottery
And blow it all on gas money
Silly little trips
To and from the grocery store
I am a whore for the void
Nothing less and nothing more

But when I watch the end of New Girl
I still think I might see you
I must be such a fuck up
What a crazy thing to do
I still can't believe I said it
You were so out of my league
But, I'd rather cry because I miss you
Than be with you and be mean

Codependence after sight was a
Love story to me and when the plague came
He chose to stay behind to help his team
And I've never loved him less
I've never loved him more
I fought tooth and nail to claim him
When the country went to war

Locked down is a mind set
Paranoia saves the house
Speed-running marriage when the plague
Tied up the town go out and kill the city
Stay in and wait to die
But at least we had each other
While the world was melting down
And then we fought each other while
The world was melting down

But when I watch the end of New Girl
I still think I might see you
I feel like such a fuck up
What a crazy thing to do
Oh, I still can't believe I did it
You are so out of my league
But, I'd rather talk to you and miss you
Than be with you and be mean

Problem-solving nature struggles hard
With bittersweet well I poked holes when we
Read love stories in school
Most of the time when we were dating
We called it something else
The only through line was me and you

And I'm so unhappy sometimes
But you're not here just to fill holes
You're not a girly drink to chug
And then throw up
You were the future I had in mind
And I left it all behind
So how could anybody ever be enough?

But when I watch the end of New Girl
I still think I might see you
I feel like such a fuck up
What a crazy thing to do
Oh, I still can't believe I did it
You were always out of my league
But, I'd rather take the time to miss you
Than be with you and be mean