Pharoahe Monch - Broken Again lyrics

Gotta move on gotta let go
Would've opened my eyes, if I would've known
After all of this time took my heart to mend
That I'd turn around, and be broken again

They told me to see the glass half full
Cause some see it as half empty
I chose to see the glass twice
The size it needed to be
Smashed it against the wall in the kitchen
On the floor going through
Withdrawals I was itchin'
She rescued me, my heroine to the end
But then she morphed into heroin in a syringe
Around my bicep, I would tie a shoestring
Tap! five times to find a vein in there

Squeeze 7cc's so I could see the seven seas
And CC all my friends so they
Could see what I was seeing
But what they saw was
A despicable human being
So, I guess they just wasn't
Seeing what I was seeing
Convert two into one, an indivisible plan
To discover what dreams may come
For this invisible man
Sentimental education, beautiful weather
Dam was constantly catching fire
Richard Pryor her skin deteriorated
Family infuriated by the myriad of tracks
But my train never came
So humiliated, started begging for change
Failed rehabilitation so the
Scars still remain
Nice clothes became frayed
So isolated and afraid
I smell like an animal my
Teeth enamel decayed and
I'm relocated in Alabama now
That Maalox and Mylanta now
And it won't stop the burn
Constantly searching for the answers how
I could kiss the sky without enhancing
But, it's so hard to learn