PhemieC - Nobodies lyrics

Do you remember being nobodies
Discovering nothing was not that bad
When shared as a pair
Both lost and long suffering
Hiding in a frightening land

And do you remember feeling that anger
Yet so much love and "for what?" you wondered
And now there's no wondering
The wrong nervous muttering
No magic left at all

But, I remember leaning against
A backwards bent wing
And awaking to feel that
Your touch didn't sting
When everything was wrong
I made so many mistakes
And you helped me make them
But with presence and patience
All those wrong, awful, wild
Amazingly childish decisions

I take a breath, and I know I've got to
Turn the final page
But is our story really done yet?
I guess I'm still afraid

But do you remember, just being honest
Little bright moments of peace in the trees
Now it takes so much work to be with you
I'd say that I miss you
But for that you'd have to leave

But, I remember once forever seemed
Too short a time
Though not long enough for me
To make up my mind
I would've thought eternity would
Eventually make me wise
Enough to choose a side
Not just linger undecided
Why do I feel changed when we
Both have stayed the same
It feels like something's different
Some ache too big to name
When everything is endless and
You're nineteen yet again
And you're never flawed enough but
You keep on pretending

Wanting that desperate, "forget me not
Do you love me yet?" ending

But there's no ending there's
Nobody just two nobodies