Phora - Dark Until December lyrics

Someday we'll meet again, we'll meet again
We'll meet again, oh, oh
Someday we'll meet again, we'll meet again
We'll meet again (Yeah)

Took some drugs to relax, yeah
I know I'm a mess
I can't tell who's a friend or
Why the fuck I'm depressed
Tryna build somethin' new
But I get stuck in the past
Expensive suicidal thoughts, flyin'
In first class
I
Don't wanna talk about it
Don't wanna scream
I
Feel safer in my nightmare, just let me sleep
And hopefully, I never wake up
I never say much
I'm losin' my touch, but I'm
In love with the rush
Fuck
Someday we'll meet again, we'll meet again
But fuck that, I really hope I never meet you
(We'll meet again)
I'm sick of yellin' at the mirror
Every time I see you
(Oh, oh)
Why don't you get it through your head
That I don't fuckin' need you?
(Someday we'll meet again)
You always tell me it's okay
But I just don't believe you
(We'll meet again)
Uh, and I don't wanna hear these lies
(We'll meet again)
And I see my own reflection look
Me right into my eyes
And he said
(Someday we'll meet again)
I know loving things that hurt
You got you feelin' weary
A broken soul, I'm tryna guide you
But you don't hear me
(We'll meet again)
Lost touch with some people you
Used to love dearly
(We'll meet again)
Lost sight of certain things you
Used to see clearly
(Oh, oh, someday we'll meet again)
All alone inside your head
You tryna find your worth
People hurt you, they broke you
They left you in the dirt
(We'll meet again)
I know your heart's been broken
I know you lost for words
(We'll meet again)
And your silence is the saddest
Thing I ever heard

Someday we'll meet again, we'll meet again
We'll meet again, oh, oh
Someday we'll meet again, we'll meet again
We'll meet again (Yeah)

So many rappers passin'
Got a feeling I'm next
(Someday we'll meet again)
Why they take Mac from us? Tell me
Why they take X?
(We'll meet again)
I don't mean to be negative
'cause I know that I'm blessed
(We'll meet again)
I just feel that every moment
I get closer to death
(Oh, oh)
I went broke in 2020
Lost a friend to addiction
(Someday we'll meet again)
So distracted by past
That I haven't been livin'
(We'll meet again)
Lost my mama to a man
I lost my dad to the system
(We'll meet again)
I try not to let it show but
It's so hard 'cause I miss 'em
But I love 'em with my heart
My whole heart and nothin' but that
(Someday we'll meet again)
Always pray our souls will meet again
Hopin' they come back
(We'll meet again)
Try to quit these vices but I run back
(We'll meet again)
Hope my mama never has to say the words
"I wish I had my son back"
But why the fuck do I feel like
It's better if I'm not here?
(Someday we'll meet again)
What if I took every fuckin'
Substance that I got here?
(We'll meet again)
What if I just take 'em while
I'm writin' this and never finish?
(We'll meet again)
What if I took my last breath
And I just dropped here?
(Someday we'll meet again)
Would they forget about me or
Would they all miss me?
Or would they dig up all my flaws
Or would they all diss me?
(We'll meet again)
What if I chose to stay
Here and I lost everything?
(We'll meet again)
Would they go their separate ways or
Would they fall with me?
(Oh, oh, someday we'll meet again)
Yeah, I guess that I'll never know
I know you hidin' some emotions
That you dyin' to show
(We'll meet again)
I only wrote this song 'cause I know
Someone out there feels the same
(We'll meet again)
Prayin' there's a life that I can change
Yours truly

Someday we'll meet again, we'll meet again
We'll meet again, oh, oh
Someday we'll meet again, we'll meet again
We'll meet again