POORXANNY - Heartbreak lyrics

Can't live without it
I'm stressing surrounded
If she let me pound it i'm happy I found
I hate that I talk to you
Can't live with out
Your voice in my head bitch
I'm thinking about it
Imma keep dissing you in all these bars
You called me 'baby' and you left me scarred
For sure didn't think that we'd
Make it this far
I see your face when I look in the stars
My head has been aching
Hit walls cause i'm shaking
I never imagined the truth I be facing
You want someone else who couldn't be me
I think about all the things we could be
You see emotion you run up a tree
Hate you a lot but I wish you chose me
I said that I love you, you said you love me
Found out it was fake why'd you lie to a G?
Now that it's over, have trouble when sober
See i'm never capping you took my world over
You spun me around
Picked me up off the ground
And now that you're gone I
Leave you with the sound
I hope that it hit's you
I hope that it split's you
You played with my feelings
The fuck is your issue
I never gave nothing but love and affection
And now that your gone i'm
Stuck and i'm stressin'
You were a curse that I
Thought was a blessing
Now that you're gone I keep
My Smith and Wesson
Never trust bitches with bad reputation
Because all the love might be
Nothing but fake and
I never thought of all the
Time you were taken
All of these hours that I spend awaken
All of this time that
I should've been thinking
About the one time when you
Left to go drinking i saw your true colours
I knew that i'd suffer
I should've known all along you have another
Don't wanna hear it i'm all out of spirit
I downed a whole bottle
And sniffed some adherent
All of the drugs and love is the worst
Should've been careful and put myself first
Never wanted to live all of this pain
The bitch that I hated left
My heart with a stain
I'm going off of my tracks like a train
Get out my head like a bullet to brain
Some people say suicide ain't the answer
But every time she call yeah I answer
Can't find the hate in my heart to decline
Hearing her voice just makes everything fine
Wish that I was high all of the time
I'm handed pills and i pop on a dime
Shes so damn addicting
The pain is conflicting
She tells me come over i'm sprinting
I never met someone who was so confusing
You know what you did bitch
So stop the excuses