Post Precious - Lose Myself lyrics

I barely grieve you but still your presence
Shakes me cold don't wanna see you
Please don't go, go, go

I never shoulda let you down
Never woulda come around
If I'd have known you'd be here with her now
I never shoulda let you down
Never woulda come around
Oh it doesn't matter now

Oh, I lose yeah I lose myself
Can't help but giving into the feeling
Yeah I lose did I choose this hell
I'm drowning in the wake of ya healing
I'm clutching at the chances that
We lost or wasted who was I to think you'd
Be the one left waiting oh, I lose
Yeah I lose myself
Can't help but giving into the feeling
I force it down

Weight off my shoulder
But, you still show a heavy ghost
And though I'm older i've not grown

I never shoulda let you down
Never woulda come around
If I'd have known you'd be here with her now
I never shoulda let you down
Never woulda come around
Oh it doesn't matter now

Oh, I lose yeah I lose myself
Can't help but giving into the feeling
Yeah I lose did I choose this hell
I'm drowning in the wake of ya healing
I'm clutching at the chances that
We lost or wasted who was I to think you'd
Be the one left waiting oh, I lose
Yeah I lose myself
Can't help but giving into the feeling
I force it down

Who would have thought that I'd
Be the one to fall into false highs
When it never was anything but fine
Let’s call it goodnight

Oh, I lose yeah I lose myself
Can't help but giving into the feeling
Yeah I lose did I choose this hell
I'm drowning in the wake of ya healing
I'm clutching at the chances that
We lost or wasted who was I to think you'd
Be the one left waiting oh, I lose
Yeah I lose myself
Can't help but giving into the feeling
I force it down