Quadeca - Clouds lyrics

How can i have a believable meanin'
When all of you live in a paradise
Live in the luxury?
Nobody seen it or greet it
But what if it's different? I mean
It's all seemin' to be
And it's in inconceivable dreaming
I know it's so unbelievable, being
Stuck in this rare unachievable feeling
Givin' me somethin', I ended up leavin'
Givin' me nothin', I ended up grievin'
No positive side, ended up seein'
What life could be like from
A different lead in
Thank God for a cover zone
So I know when and where to cross it
Life goes all over the place
I'm surprised I haven't lost it

And I'm feelin' like I'm at the top
Livin' to the max now
Yeah, that's how, and I'ma say it that loud
I'm steppin' up, I never back down
More focused on my background
And the music and how my
Rap sounds, speak up, cut the track down
Go till the end, I don't back
Out, stuck in the trap, figure that out
After, I'll do the math now, it's garbage
Take the trash out
But I'm here to stay till I pass out
Blackout

Okay, it's time to go fast
So sit back and relax
And just maybe you'll get it
About time, but maybe you're mad I said it
You gon' pay attention, cash or credit?
I have to let it go back a second
I have some lyrics from the past
That I have to edit
We're back in the middle of
The track and fed it
Mix it up and if you talk, then, nah
Forget it we moved on, walked past the exit
Want you to come back and pass a message
I know you never pack bags and trash
You left it
Kinda sucks that sometimes we have to end it
Money- never am glad I spent it
If I ever have told you I'm mad, I meant it
If you ever feel bad or sad, accept it
Think back to the tracks and
The rap that Ben did
Yeah, pretty obvious I'm killin' it
If this isn't my time
Then maybe you need a syllabus
I'm feelin' all the rhythm
You can tell that I am into this
Voice is more powerful than
A million instruments
Suddenly, lyrics go demon like
It's somebody else
You all want me to go back because of you
But I'm never gonna level my
Endeavors to be better
Than the people that never had trust in me

And I'm feelin' like I'm at the top
Livin' to the max now
Yeah, that's how, and I'ma say it that loud
I'm steppin' up, I never back down
More focused on my background
And the music and how my rap sounds

Speak up
And they're messin' with the track now
People tell me that I'm fallin' short
But I'm lookin' back at
You when you're missin' all the cash now
And I'm mad at the fact that
I'm not in my right mind
Meant to be a half-decent rapper
But I keep on sayin' all the
Wrong words at the right time
Lookin' at yourself
You never know what you might find
Lookin' at the sky in the
Middle of the nighttime i find so much life
I wonder why I can't just find mine
Got so many confusin' questions
So much knowledge, I can't use the lessons
I'm emergin' out with a new profession
I'ma do the best with my new perfection
And I'm doin' it
I'm movin' onto this future shit
These hooligans are complete fools in that
They just don't understand that I
Am through with it
Improvin' it, I'm improvin' it
I got my brain, and I'm usin' it
I'ma make it out alive when
I'm playin' and takin' and makin' this cash
That I'm tearin' these tools to bit's
You're clueless
Ninety percent of y'all ignorant
Keepin' your minds oh-so limited
Get off your high horse
Because it is time to figure it out
Seemin' so close, I can picture it now
Success in my drink, and I'm sippin' it now
Envisionin' deeper ambitions, and now
I'ma get to it, that is what livin' 's about