Quadeca - Daydreams lyrics

Sometimes, I don't know what to-
Sometimes, I don't know what to think
Sometimes, I don't know what to sing
Sometimes, I don't know what'll make it okay
Make it okay
I'm snorin' all day for dreams uh

Wake up ponderin', damn, my mind is wanderin'
All these opportunities left squandered
In my oxygen
All accomplishments left haunted in
My lack of confidence often is the result of
Fallin' under consciousness
You'd make babies cry, I make crazy lives
You're just angry
'cause you're livin' in a fading lie
And I've been feelin' this energy
Feelin' that somebody's gettin' the penalty
Fearin' that, one day, you end
Up ahead of me
Feelin' that this is the end of me
No, will I tell you? No
Never- I think I'm so clever
But in the grand scheme of things
I know that I'm no better but I don't ever
Want to go to show just one mo' letter
I'm a go-getter, I go get grades and get A's
And get laid, then wake up, and get C's
But get paid uh my life is so unusual
To most, it isn't suitable, to me
It's irrefutable can't see me in a cubicle
I'd rather watch my funeral
I'd rather go back to stab my
Own brains out back in utero
Damn but you know that I'm capable
You know I'ma pounce at any
Chance that is available feelin' so unique
And I think it's not explainable
No one hears my lyrics, and says, "OMG
Relatable!"
No that's not what I am here to give
Been waitin' years for this
You're about to experience
Somethin' that I've spent time, money
And thought on learned about all the times
Money had thought wrong
Kinda funny, it's long gone
But time is crummy and not long
I ain't lucky, I'm not calm
Not by a long-shot
I'm freakin' out on the inside
You see me on the outside
Always think I'm positive
And never see the downsides
It's 'bout time you know the truth
You couldn't be further from it
Get your head out your own ass
You couldn't be further up it

Sometimes, I don't know what to sing
Sometimes, I don't know what to think
Sometimes, I don't know what'll make it okay
Make it okay i'm snorin' all day for dreams
Sometimes, I don't know what to sing
Sometimes, I don't know what to think
Sometimes, I don't know what'll make it okay
Make it okay i'm snorin' all day for dreams

I feel like I'm way too different
Ridiculous, and most of humanity's
Made of idiots i barely even get myself
And you thinkin' you understand?
You think hidin' behind a screen
Gives you the upper hand?
Please what I do is barely poetry
There's hope for me
I'm noticing people starting to notice me
Uh but still consider me confident
Still consider me ready and givin'
Out all my flawlessness
But honestly, all of this is hauntin' me
Probably
It is just a sense of myself wobbling
Toppling into awfully small pieces
Normally all bleedin'
It's tragic and not fleetin'
It follows me all evenin'
It's callin' my name constantly
Makes it so hard to stay awake
I close my eyes and let it go
And it all fades away
Yeah, we're just tryna find that great escape
To get away from how we're
Livin' life day-to day
Some people find it in a drink or in a cup
Or in some bling or in a drug
Or in the things that give us love
But all I know is that it's tough
And all I know is that this stuff
Isn't enough- it's way too much

Sometimes, I don't know what to sing
Sometimes, I don't know what to think
Sometimes, I don't know what'll make it okay
Make it okay i'm snorin' all day for dreams
Sometimes, I don't know what to sing
Sometimes, I don't know what to think
Sometimes, I don't know what'll make it okay
Make it okay i'm snorin' all day for dreams