QWUH - Deteriorating lyrics

It all works out for the best, they say
No games, no play, just beating the race
Beaten down
Rebound up and find your own place
No longer background the protagonist way

I've made it through it all and yet
I'm still thinking smaller than I could be
I could be reaching it all and yet I'm
Here carrying the weight of it all
Until my back breaks then I'll
Lean on the wall because

I never back down, 'cause I'm a Taurus
I don't respond well to a moral chorus
And I'm taking my time, now
I'm taking a tour of what I almost left
Before the final applause

I never thought about the future
Past my possible spouse, and see I
Never thought I'd be here
Without someone else
Because I count my days by
The care I've given
And I never think about the opposition

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I'm only here for the pleasure, 'kay?
Obey the heart just to fuck with the brain
Bedstain that you left that
I still haven't changed
'Cause I'm hoping something can be
Arranged for us to

Keep it going like I know we always could
But our different perspectives
Kept us misunderstood, so now I
Keep it going like a flame
With no wood because I
Can't imagine living without
Feeling your good, but now I

Know to only expect what I've been shown
And if you
Want to keep me here making you moan
Well then you
Better think about your values and tone
Because I can't be number two
I want to go for the gold

Because I'm shining, golden
In the water floating
If I'm too much for you
I'll give you some ibuprofen
If you stay dizzy from the constant motion
Then
Go and find something more comfortable and

Let me go let me go
Let me go