Soldier Ink, KO - I Still Remember (The Newest And The Strongest ) lyrics

I still remember
I still remember cause, I can’t forget
I put a lot of pain
And strain behind these tracks
You know what I’m saying
Damn, I know there’s a better
Way lord but like
Damn I’m just trying to find
My salvation my forgiveness god
Know what I mean?
I’m asking you to hold me close
You’re the highest power I know
I don’t know why you blessed me god
But, I love you
I ain’t about to quit on you big dog
So give me strength
K-O sounds of the eclipse
About to make the song cry homie
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I still remеmber growing up
In my neighborhood
When all my nеighbors were still
Good in my neighborhood
I was a little vato tryna get a grip on life
When little youngsters my age
Ain’t packing pocket knifes
Walking the streets after dark in a war zone
A brokenhearted little soldier
Feeling all alone
Tear drops and closed caskets
That’s all I know
In the village of the damned
Is what we call home
Too many homies turned phonies
Now they don’t know me
They say they love me and I
Wonder why they don’t show me
Somebody help me cause I’m lost
And I’m all alone
Don’t understand why my daddy left
Me on my own the rock bottoms where the
Real killers come from thats where I’m from
That’s where I picked up my first gun
A lost soul with no hope and no place to go
Looks like to me
The whole world's out there smoking dope

My life story is a book called survival
I’m steady praying got my hands
Up on the Bible a lost soul
Where will I go when my time comes?
I feel it coming
Now you running if my times up
Too many tears over the years
Too many dead peers but, I’m a soldier
In my veins there pumps no fear
Born in the valley of the shadow of death
They'll snatch your wind from your chest
In peace may you rest

I still remember when I lost my best homeboy
Still can’t forget how they
Shot my best homeboy
So much confusion in my mind
Got me asking why
He never had a normal life
Even though he tried
Somebody tell me why my only
Friend had to die
The cold look of the devil deep in my eyes
Revenge's sweet
So blood red's what I paint the town
Yellow tape and white sheets is
All that’s left now
Cemetery gates only open one way
I’m standing face to face
With death almost everyday
I still remember when I first seen a man die
That was the first time I ever seen a man cry
Gang banging on the block was the next step
I’m on a mission for big money, power
Respect and on the way if I
Have to take anothers life
May god forgive us all
Help me make it through the night

My life story is a book called survival
I’m steady praying got my hands
Up on the Bible a lost soul
Where will I go when my time comes?
I feel it coming
Now you running if my times up
Too many tears over the years
Too many dead peers but, I’m a soldier
In my veins there pumps no fear
Born in the valley of the shadow of death
They'll snatch your wind from your chest
In peace may you rest

Now I think I’m going blind cause
I can’t see i’m letting all my pain and
Anger start to blind me
I can’t take it, wanna make it
But there’s no way out
Tryna figure out exactly what it's all bout
I had a woman but she left
Me cause she thinks I’m crazy i’m in a hole
All alone and no one can save me
I seen her walking with
The neighborhood drug dealer
Hes gonna hook her on that shit
Even if it kills her
I wonder if she even knows how
Much I care bout her
She probably thinks it's gonna be
Easy to forget bout her
I told her she was precious like
A diamond in the rough
But she was hooked on that
Dope and couldn’t get enough
I had to put em to a stop, it took one pop
My nine mili blew his top off
The boy dropped murder one, I’m in the pen
Thats the fucken end
25 to life and she’s doing drugs again

My life story is a book called survival
I’m steady praying got my hands
Up on the Bible a lost soul
Where will I go when my time comes?
I feel it coming
Now you running if my times up
Too many tears over the years
Too many dead peers but, I’m a soldier
In my veins there pumps no fear
Born in the valley of the shadow of death
They'll snatch your wind from your chest
In peace may you rest