Squiblers - scaredycat lyrics

This is very indirect but
I hope you understand
Who or what I talk about
I'll make it easy if you can't
I know that I'm annoying and
I really wanna change
We distanced many months ago and I
Have never felt the same
I'm sorry if I'm venting I
Just do not understand
Where I ever went wrong
Can I improve and if I can't
I'm really sorry for ever doing this
The last thing I wanted was
For you to get pissed
I know that I've fucked up
Lots of times before
But my worst mistake was promising that
I would never close the door
I distance real easy and I get too close
I fuck up my friendships and I never know

I'm sorry for lying and I'm
Sorry for leading you on
(That really wasn't my intention)
I'm sorry for everything that
I've ever done wrong
(There's a whole fuckin' lot of it)
I'm sorry for every bit of
Pain that I've caused
(I know I've caused too much of it)
I'm sorry for being an asshole
When I should've been right
There by your side