Squiblers - ​ones and zeros lyrics

I think that you hate me more
Than I could hate myself
And I think that's okay
I think I am toxic, you made me feel this way
And you think that's okay
I have so much trouble expressing my emotions
'Cause you made me suppress them

Now I'm sitting in my room
And I'm staring at FL
Worried 'bout the future
I think I'mma go to hell
But I don't really mind that
Since I know you will as well
I'm sorry for the past and
I hope you're doing well
Forgive me if I'm wrong
But I think I'm in the right
You made me really anxious and it
Kept me up at night
I thought if I slept then
You would end up dying
But you were with friends
I stayed up all night crying

I'm sorry for this
I'm sorry if you're pissed
But I guess it's in the past
And I know it won't be the last
You blamed me for your problems
But I could never solve them
So it made me feel like shit
Even though I never had to deal with it

I think that you hate me more
Than I could hate myself
And I think that's okay
You made me hate my life
And I thought you were right
And you think that's okay
It's ones and zeroes anyway